July 20th, 2009 (07:18 am)
current location:
home
current mood: thoughtful
current song: nothing...
So yeah, my mum came in my room last night and asked me if I dont want to do something different whit my time instead of sitting 15 hours a day in front of the computer....
I didnt talk to her about it, didnt want to.
but she has a point actually...
no, dont worry, I wont stop coming online, at least not yet
just....
what could I do instead of what I do now?
I have thought a bit about it...
1. My mum wanted to show me how to silversmith... but she didnt yet, maybe I ask her again (cos really xD I want to make earrings whit the Arashi-Kanji on it *lol* )
2. I would love to do clay again, I did it a lot in my childhood, but the problem is, I dont have the required oven... yeah I know you can just burn it in the normal cooking oven, but thats not even near the right temperatur... and I dont like it -.- when I do that I want it to burn at 900°C+ like it should be and not only at 200°C -.-
3. Yeah I could search for a sports I want to make, but yeah the want is the problem... I should just ride my horse more often... but I dont really considere that sport anymore, cos it mostly consist of me sitting again xD
4. Meeting more often whit my RL-Friends. would be a possiblillity, but really... I already do meet Tai(lol no its not her RN) more often. And I still have lili, she is my friend from Kindergarden, and we used to spend really much time together, but unlike when we were only 10 or so, we just cant spend all our time whit horses, and thats the only thing we have in common... we just somehow outgrew of similaritys... we are still friends, just... we dont do much together anymore.
So, that would leave me at the next point... meeting new friends
I was never good whit it, in RL
I just dont know really how to do it... its way easier here...
I am just to shy -.-
and I dont go out in Discos or something, cos I know I will just be bored there again... I am just not the typ for it....
(when I just knew an Arashi-fan who live in Munich, I would say... hey lets meet more often and do something together... but I just know of one girl, and I dont know... I never really had a chance to talk to her and she seems not at all interested in me even thought I must be the only Arashi-fan near her too...) anyway...
5. I could search for an Boyfriend
but I would have the same problem whit that, like whit other RL-friends... so...
6. I think I should at least take a bit of my time online away and study more for the Uni... ha... good plan when you are only one test and one day away from your holydays *lol* yeah I know in uni you need to even study in your holydays... but tell that someone who isnt even to lazy to learn enough when tests are right in front of them...
7. I actually want to learn japanese, but you know... the technik I discovered to do it, that might work (since I dont have a teacher, and I would need one since I am just to lazy) but that might work anyway... is on the computer xD so that wouldnt change a thing... *lol*
8. what I could do, my mum would be really happy xD I could tidy my room xD I should do that... yes, ok, I will! starting hm... Wednessday (I wont be able to finish it in one day -.-)
9. I actually could learn Arashi-choreographies (I hope I wrote it right -.- but I dont want to look it up at the moment...) but its a bit boring allone...
ok, thats all I came up whit so far...
we´ll see xD I wont do anything new today instead of studying for materials tomorrow xD...
Edit:
It has not really anything to do whit it, but my mum actually plans for us to emigrate to Australia in like 4 years? I wonder if we will really do it? because... its not exactly the first time they plan it, but this time sounds actually really serious! my parents just love Australia, I dont remember much of it, yeah I was there once, but I was only 5 years old back than... and all I remember is the Mango-tree we had behind our house/hut whatever... and that my parents had birthday while we stayed there... but thats... nothing -.-