no name

Question

Sat, 07 Nov 2009 22:08:04 GMT

feels kinda stupid at the moment...

can someone in my f-list tell me what Ohno dislikes? cos I really get confused about whats reall and whats only fanfiction... (I really read to many fanfiction *sigh* )

the only think I know is that he dislikes being touched... but thats all...

Happy Birthday ^^

Sat, 03 Oct 2009 22:00:11 GMT

In hopes it wont get spoiled here byTHAT guy...

Happy Birthday siberian21
Hope you have a nice day ^^
and I really hope you like your Cat I got you in Japan ;D
and Kazu will give Toshi something in PS later too, but I need to go on my other computer for it and I dont know when I want to... I should go thought hm...

and I know you still dont like him

Kenta/Nino for you ;D or Oh-chan in Kenta-costume/Nino its your choice ^^ hope you like it:

meme

Sun, 30 Aug 2009 18:08:17 GMT

Comment and I will comment back with a picture of the fictional character that most reminds me of you. Then post the same in your journal.

just for fun xD

Japan + Birthday

Tue, 25 Aug 2009 15:28:55 GMT

I am really really happy at the moment :D
you know why?

I got really great presents for my birthday :D *thanks everyone*

2 Books (but I only have the first one yet cos the post takes so long -.-)
a pillow :D I love pillows xD
a candle
a plushie bunny :D (I am a rabbit as chinese starsign)
a Pet Society-Ohmiya -picspam :D
a something unknown (thanks to the post again -.- )

and
...
it was the best birthdaypresent ever I tell you (even if I pay for it myself)
and it was 2 days early...
I got a ticket for an Arashi-con *____________*

I am going to Japan this September *______________*

whit Mika ^^ and we are going to an Arashi-con *______________*
best birthday-present ever!!!!
and we booked our flight today ^^
from the 9th to 21th September
ahhhhhhh.... I am so excited :D :D
and this time its not only Tokyo like last time :D
the concert is in Fukuoka and we will at least be able to see somthing from the train xD
ahh and we will propably take our time and visit something else than the Dome in Fukuoka too xD
but...
I still cant believe it
an Arashi concert :D :D :D
*happy* *happy*

ahh I am babbleing? xD sorry ^^

Mon, 27 Jul 2009 09:13:33 GMT

Now the chatroom is closeds again ;_;
I think it was really fun chatting whit you all
and I really loved our rpgs xD
even thought I really horrible neglected everything else the last two days xD
will probably be really boring today hm...
and there is really no 'normal Ohmiya-chat-room'?

Reallive?

Mon, 20 Jul 2009 05:45:00 GMT

So yeah, my mum came in my room last night and asked me if I dont want to do something different whit my time instead of sitting 15 hours a day in front of the computer....
I didnt talk to her about it, didnt want to.
but she has a point actually...
no, dont worry, I wont stop coming online, at least not yet
just....
what could I do instead of what I do now?
I have thought a bit about it...

1. My mum wanted to show me how to silversmith... but she didnt yet, maybe I ask her again (cos really xD I want to make earrings whit the Arashi-Kanji on it *lol* )

2. I would love to do clay again, I did it a lot in my childhood, but the problem is, I dont have the required oven... yeah I know you can just burn it in the normal cooking oven, but thats not even near the right temperatur... and I dont like it -.- when I do that I want it to burn at 900°C+ like it should be and not only at 200°C -.-

3. Yeah I could search for a sports I want to make, but yeah the want is the problem... I should just ride my horse more often... but I dont really considere that sport anymore, cos it mostly consist of me sitting again xD

4. Meeting more often whit my RL-Friends. would be a possiblillity, but really... I already do meet Tai(lol no its not her RN) more often. And I still have lili, she is my friend from Kindergarden, and we used to spend really much time together, but unlike when we were only 10 or so, we just cant spend all our time whit horses, and thats the only thing we have in common... we just somehow outgrew of similaritys... we are still friends, just... we dont do much together anymore.
So, that would leave me at the next point... meeting new friends
I was never good whit it, in RL
I just dont know really how to do it... its way easier here...
I am just to shy -.-
and I dont go out in Discos or something, cos I know I will just be bored there again... I am just not the typ for it....
(when I just knew an Arashi-fan who live in Munich, I would say... hey lets meet more often and do something together... but I just know of one girl, and I dont know... I never really had a chance to talk to her and she seems not at all interested in me even thought I must be the only Arashi-fan near her too...) anyway...

5. I could search for an Boyfriend
but I would have the same problem whit that, like whit other RL-friends... so...

6. I think I should at least take a bit of my time online away and study more for the Uni... ha... good plan when you are only one test and one day away from your holydays *lol* yeah I know in uni you need to even study in your holydays... but tell that someone who isnt even to lazy to learn enough when tests are right in front of them...

7. I actually want to learn japanese, but you know... the technik I discovered to do it, that might work (since I dont have a teacher, and I would need one since I am just to lazy) but that might work anyway... is on the computer xD so that wouldnt change a thing... *lol*

8. what I could do, my mum would be really happy xD I could tidy my room xD I should do that... yes, ok, I will! starting hm... Wednessday (I wont be able to finish it in one day -.-)

9. I actually could learn Arashi-choreographies (I hope I wrote it right -.- but I dont want to look it up at the moment...) but its a bit boring allone...

ok, thats all I came up whit so far...
we´ll see xD I wont do anything new today instead of studying for materials tomorrow xD...

Edit:
It has not really anything to do whit it, but my mum actually plans for us to emigrate to Australia in like 4 years? I wonder if we will really do it? because... its not exactly the first time they plan it, but this time sounds actually really serious! my parents just love Australia, I dont remember much of it, yeah I was there once, but I was only 5 years old back than... and all I remember is the Mango-tree we had behind our house/hut whatever... and that my parents had birthday while we stayed there... but thats... nothing -.-

letter meme

Sat, 11 Jul 2009 20:44:36 GMT

1. Leave me a comment and I will give you a letter.
2. Then, write 10 things that you love starting with that letter.
3. Post the list in your journal.
4. Give out letters to those who comment in return.

aibakawaii gave me the

Lasagne - cos I ate one today xD
Li - cos its my second Name
lesen - its the german word for read xD and I really do like it *lol*
Leguane - cos dont know xD just like them
laughing - does this really need a because? xD
Lycantrophie - yeah I like Vampires better, but Werwulfs are cool too ^^
Languages - its interesting to know different languages ^^ but I still can only speak two *sigh*
lazyness - cos I am lazy xD
Lord Loss - uhh... do I really like him? he is kinda hard to understand in the Audiobook xD but yeah, lets say I like him *lol*
Labern - german word for babbeling xD and yeah I love it *lol*

Thu, 25 Jun 2009 17:44:11 GMT

got this from siberian21

(bolded = applies to you)

SIGNS OF AN INCURABLE ARASHI OBSESSION:

1.you were baited by Jun-kun.

2.anything over 49kg is “fat”.

3.the best dancer in Johnny’s is Ohno.

4.you’re forever daydreaming and imagining…about Arashi and you.

5.you save for NatsuCon…the whole year, 2 years, 10 years, etc.

6.only true idols get extremely popular after putting stockings over their head, wearing nipples shirts and daisy dukes.

7.you’re envious of the Arashi FC members. (but not for very long anymore, because I just applied myself ^.^)

8.you’re envious of anyone that lives in Japan.

9.every time a new single comes out, you bounce around the room in joy and watch the PV (promotional video) 19074546 times. (normal, I dont jump arround xD)

10.despite how poor you are, somehow you manage to buy all albums/singles.

11.the first kanji you memorized is 嵐 - “arashi”.

12.and then the kanji of all the members’ names.

13.when speaking japanese you only know “male” dominates words such as “omae” “umai” “kuse”

14.eating expired food is not crazy at all, but funny.

15.when someone mentions ‘Bambi’, it’s Sho or Jun that you think of, not the Disney movie.

16.no matter how many times, you always cry when watching Aiba read his letter on 24h

17.you want a pet and his name is Momo.

18.you name things after Arashi such as pets, computers, your external HD.

19.The Sims is a game you started just so you can have characters named after Arashi.

20.the best university in all of Japan is Keio, period.

21.you’ve bought a baby blue DS.

22.you didn’t know Jun was the youngest.

23.you didn’t know Ohno was the oldest.

24.before Arashi, S&M was disturbing. Now it’s just an everyday part of life. (it wasnt really a problem befor either)

25.one of the main reasons your computer lives is to download Arashi stuff.

26.you’ve cried after your hard drive crashed.

27.no matter how many times you burn things off, your hard drive is always full.

28.you’ve sat your friends down and began the history on Arashi.

29.your friends can put names to faces.

30.when asked if you have a boyfriend, you have casually said “yes” and pictured one of the members.

31.you’ve come to like Japanese artists that the members like.

32.you wish that Johnny’s wouldn’t be so expensive.

33.vowed not to spend money on arashi.´

34.spent it 5 minutes after you vowed this because a new photo album came out.

35.there is an Arashi photo that you see everyday - on a car, pencil case, wallet, planner. (Photos on my Desk xD)

36.your cell phone wallpaper is Arashi.

37.your cell phone ring tone is Arashi. (nya just Oh-chan)

38.Aiba has the best English in all of Japan.

39.December 24th is not Christmas Eve, it is “Aiba’s Birthday”.

40.when going to karaoke you sing at least 1 Arashi song.

41.when singing in the car or anywhere, you MUST follow the hand motions during the chorus.

42.you’ve been jealous of animals.

43.you read “asahi” as “arashi”.

44.the best actor in Japan is Nino, period.

45.short guys is DEFINITELY okay. (they arent that short xD I am shorter so perfectly fine ^^)

46.guys with bad skin is okay too.

47.guys skinnier than me, that’s okay too.

48.Arashi is the best group, ever. (they are at least really great)

49.when someone says “captain” or “leader” ,the first person you think of is Ohno.

50.sometimes you hear “Nino” instead of “Nemo”.

51.therefore you buy Nemo things thinking of Nino.

52.Ohno should be a world-renowned artist.

53.you’ve come to tolerate/love other Johnny’s artists because of Arashi.

54.you’ve pulled all-nighters to wait for videos, scans, reports. (not the whole night xD but I often stayed up till dont know cos my download didnt finish yet xD... )

55.sometimes you wonder if Arashi are idols or comedians or cute little kids.

56.you start off with a favorite Arashi song, but soon after you can’t decide. (thats why I always listen my playlist on random xD)

57.you study japanese because of Arashi. (not only, but at the moment mainly)

58.you plan on going to Japan because of Arashi. (the next visit in japan is really cos of Arashi *lol* but normaly its not the main reason)

59.you start giggling to yourself after finding something “Japanese”.

60.when you meet someone Japanese the first thing you want to do is ask is whether they know Arashi.

61.Aiba is a prodigy.

62.Nino should be a professional song writer.

63.the only man that can pull off a belly button ring is Sho.

64.neon-coloured suits are completely acceptable for any occasion. (except maybe for a funeral xD)

65.when someone says “tension” you think “Aiba”.

66.your parents know Arashi songs and the members’ name.

67.gotten into a fight with siblings about Arashi

68.have arashi posters but won’t put them up because you’re afraid you’ll ruin them.

69.when people pronounces Nino’s name wrong it annoys you. (never heared someone pronounce it wrong, but it would definetly anoy me -.-)

70.like to yell out “YEAH!” at the end of things.

71.like to yell out “DO IT!” as your motivation.

72.fancams are heaven sent.

73.you buys CDs but listen to downloaded versions, because you don’t want to open your album copy.

74.you wish you could befriend Ohno’s mom. ((More like, I wish I could befriend Ohno xD) have to agree whit Mika xD)

75.many times you have looked down at their pants and have been pleasantly surprised.

76.you are envious of people like Inoue mao, and Suzuki Anne.

77.you have gone down the list of “requirements for arashi’s girlfriend/wife” and started to change certain aspects of yourself so you have more points. (didnt really change anything, but I have gone down the list xD )

78.Guys who paint their nails are okay.

79.Don’t mind the fact that the guy owns 100000X more clothes than you.

80.Watching several Japanese variety shows a week without understanding any Japanese, just to watch their faces is absolutely normal.

81.You don’t listen to English songs anymore because you listen to Arashi all the time.

82.You get to have a new set of friends (online) because of Arashi.

83.The songs you play over and over again in your mp3 is Arashi’s.

84.Ordered Skinny Latte coffee takeout from Starbucks so that they can write “SK” on the cup and told them your name’s “Ohmiya”.

85.Guys who can cross their legs are totally acceptable.

86.You watched Gokusen / Kimi Wa Petto / Bambino / Tokyo Tower / Hana Yori Dango 1&2 / etc. just for MatsuJun. (ok, didnt watch Bambino, and Tokyo Tower but anyway)

87.Rabu Rabu rocks!

88.Guys kissing / hugging each other / holding hands is no problem now. ((It was never a problem for me) agree)

Innocent?

Mon, 18 May 2009 10:25:13 GMT

stolen from spiegelaugen

Start with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you've done. Then repost as your __% innocent.

1. Smoked
2. Drank alcohol.
3. Cried when someone died.
4. Been drunk.
5. Had sex.
6. Been to a concert.
7. Gotten/given a hand job.
8. Been verbally/sexually harassed. (the reason why I dun like so close body contact with guys XD;)
9. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 96 %

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school.
17. Gotten lost in a Wal-Mart or a department store.
18. Went streaking.
19. Given or received a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 93 %

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
23. Kissed a stranger.
24. Hugged a stranger.
25. Went scuba diving.
26. Driven a car.
27. Gotten an x-ray.
28. Hit by a car.
29. Had a party.
30. Done drugs.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 86 %

31. Played strip poker/darts/pool.
32. Got paid to strip for someone.
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone.
35. Eaten sushi.
36. Bought porn.
37. Watched porn.
38. Made porn.
39. Made beans.
40. Been in love.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 83%

41. French kissed.
42. Laughed so hard you cried.
43. Cried yourself to sleep.
44. Laughed yourself to sleep.
45. Stabbed yourself.
46. Shot a gun.
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
50. Watched an animal die.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 80 %

51. Watched a person die.
52. Kissed somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody.
54. Put somebody in the hospital.
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
56. Made spicy beans.
57. Dressed punk.
58. Dressed Goth.
59. Dressed preppy.
60. Been to a motocross race.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 76 %

61. Avoided somebody.
62. Been stalked.
63. Stalked someone.
64. Met a celebrity.
65. Played an instrument.
66. Ridden a horse.
67. Cut yourself.
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 72 %

71. Been caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat.
78. Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 69 %

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by.
83. Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 2 months.
85. Sat on your butt all day.
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87. Had a job.
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore .

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 66 %

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident.
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes.
94. Been told you have beautiful hair.
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected.
98. Left a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
100. Been raped

PERCENTAGE LEFT: 62 %

I really allways thougt I am innocent xD but really most of the stuff I did was innocent *lol*

Nijis Drabbles

Mon, 11 May 2009 22:44:00 GMT

yeah, I wrote 4 Ohmiya Drabbles ^^ hope you all like them
Oo-chan Betaed them for me, ai thank you ^^ <3

#1
"3...2...1...GO!" Aiba blew a whistle and Ohno closed his eyes as he started to roll down the snow covered hill.
He couldn't hear anything anymore except his own laughter. The hill got more flat and he rolled slower till nearly standing still. Then he could feel something bumping into him. Nino got off his own path and bumped full speed into Ohno, and seeming to not have the intention to let go of the older one, rather hugged him and buried his cold nose in Ohno's neck.
Ohno doesn't mind, so they lay there, in the cold snow cuddled up together and forgetting their surroundings. Forgetting the rest of Arashi and the snow that melts on their body. Nothing was important anymore, only the two of them mattered.

#2
Nino and Ohno where walking hand in hand down an ally on a sunny summer day and were enjoying their day off. When Ohno suddenly hears something and stopps, he turns his face to look at a pile of cardboard boxes. Nino sighed and asked him what's up.
The older one didn't bother to respond; instead he was dragging his Kazu after him to the pile and opened one of the boxes. Nino looked over Satoshi's shoulder and looked in the box too.
There was a small dog in it. It was almost a still puppy and watched them with sad pleading eyes. Ohno lifted him up and turned to Nino.
"I will keep him; his name is Kazu-chan," he declares happily. Nino only stares at the Shiba Inu for a second before he registered what Ohno had said.
"Why are you naming him Kazu-chan?" he asked, skeptical.
"Because he looks like my Kazu-chan." And he takes the hand of his Kazu-chan again while carrying Kazu-chan in the other arm.

#3
With big eyes Taka looked at the test in his hand. He couldn't believe what it was telling him at first, then a bright grin formed on his lips.
"Yuuji, YUUJI!" he excitedly called for his boyfriend, still staring at the test in his hand.
Yuuji ran as fast as he could into the bathroom. "What's happening? Why are you..." he couldn't end his sentence when the smaller one held the test in front of his eyes. He knew what this meant. An equally bright grin took his lips over when he realized it.
---
Half a year later, when they got told from the doctor that it would be twins, and both boys, they decided to name them Kazushi and Satonari.

#4
The only sound they could hear was the seeping of water and footsteps on the stone floor. The air was full of suspense and Nino was clinging to the hands of his band mates. His body was completely tense and he stared in panic at the same space in front of him. He knew this was the calm before the storm, and he waited benumbed with fear for it.
When the sound of a gunshot cut through the silence, he found himself with his face buried in Riida's neck, refusing to let go.
"Shh... Nino, its just a Movie," Ohno tried to calm him down, with his hand stroking over Nino's back. Nino stayed at the spot till the end of the movie.

hope you liked them ^^

babble? xD

Sun, 03 May 2009 23:02:53 GMT

yeah, I really should be doing Physiks now but instead I rather decide to go on the nervs of my f-list xD
ok, I think I really have to write something in my journal more often I think... but I always think... thats not interesting, nobody wants to read it *lol*

I got the Idea to search for an Arashi Guild at Neopets today and yay, I found one *______* I really should have searched sooner

I dont feel that well at the moment -.- but its mostly cos I havent finished Physiks yet and I only have 9 1/2 hours left to finish it xD I feel always misarable when I dont like what I have to do the next day and I tell you, the Monday and Tuesday will kill me this semester -.- really I shouldnt be skipping Chemicals weekly but you cant imagin how tireing 3 whole hours (4 school hours each 45 Minutes) of Energie and Warmth-tegnologie is (and I dont know if this subjekt is really called this in english xD but nya)

I noticed today, it seems like I am most babbly when I should do something else or when I am not feeling well, so since I have both together this night... I am major babbly xD didnt know I have soooo much to say xD

ahhh when I am already writing here, I could insert some major Quiz Sho(w) flail
*_________________* this Dorama is sooooo greate
and I wonder how this will go on ^^ how long can Kamiyama and Honma keep on doing this ? what is there seekret, why is kamiyama not remembering anything of himself? ahhh sooo many questions
ahh and I want to read som Kamiyama/Honma ffs *__________*
so everyone who reads this xD I hope you feel like writing one *lol*

Meme stolen by Careline

Sat, 25 Apr 2009 20:26:21 GMT

sooo, I dont have anything better to do, ok I do have something better to do but I dont want to, so here is the Meme ^^

01. Who was the last person who you talked on the phone with?
my dad

02. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
hm... I think... Tai, but even she lives 50km away T-T

03. Describe your life in one word.
unexcited

04. Ever had a near death experience?
no

05. When was the last time you cried?
dont really remember
06. Who was the last person to make you sad?
dont remember either
07. Where do you wish you were right now?
Japan
08. What do you hear?
Blue-Arashi (since a few hours now O.o)
09. How late did you stay up last night and why?
1:30 am hm... because we where swimming late at night and when we got home we read a bit bevore going to sleep
10. What should you be doing right now?
Physics...
11.Who was the last person to give you a hug?
hm... Maren
12. Who was the last person to yell at you?
dont know
13. What is your natural hair color?
light brown
14. Who was the last person you received a text message from?
Nanao
15. What is your current mood?
uneasy
16. Something you do alot?
reading ffs, daydreaming about Ohmiya
17. How many siblings do you have?
none
18. What's your brother(s)/sister(s) name?
hm... no name? xD
19. What is your favourite song?
there are sooooo many >.< maybe Blue at the moment
20. What are you doing right now?
this meme xD
21. Your relationship status?
Single T-T
22. Is your hair straight or curly?
curly
23. To what are you listening at the moment?
still Blue from Arashi ^^
24. Do you have a best friend?
Sure
25. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
hm... must be about 4 years ago xD I think I needed the doc. to say that I cant go to school xD cos I dont wanted to because of the cold
06. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing now?
Tokyo *______* Harajuku
27. Who do you trust now?
I do trust pritty easy, so nearly everyone I know?
28. Angry at anyone?
no
29. What do you think about when you fall asleep?
Ohmiya
30. Have you kissed someone is the past week?
No
31. Do you have a crazy side?
sure
32. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
yeah
33. Are you currently jealous?
Yes xD
34. Are you happy with your life right now?
could be better
35. What jewellery are you currently wearing?
a ring
36. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle before?
sure xD
37. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
uhm... if it counts that I just keep holding his Hand to be better able to tease him xD
38. Has anyone called you 'scrumptious'?
sadly not, at least I dont remember xD
39. What were you doing on friday night?
swimming ^^
40. Have you ever had your heart broken?
hm... not really
01. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
didnt had a chance yet, but its better that way ^^
42. Do you act differently around the person you like?
dont know, but I am sure I would
43. What are you thinking of right now?
This meme
44. Is there anyone you are really disappointed in right now?
no
45. Have you ever dated someone for more than a year before?
No

46. Angry at anyone?
no
47. Have you lost a close friend before?
no
48. Is there anything you would do for anyone now?
plenty
49. Where was your default picture taken?
hm... dont know
50. What's stopping you for going for the person you like?
hm... because hes in Japan and I cant reach him even if I where there? xD there is not really someone else at the moment

Dream

Fri, 27 Mar 2009 22:02:28 GMT

I dreamed about Arashi tonight O.o thats really rar xD I never dream of my Fandoms -.- at least not while sleaping, when awake I dream from nothing else xD

but I still menage to dont relly let them show up...
Nya Sho was filming an Dorama, and the Regisseur needed our house to film the Dorama (yay *_______* I wish that would be true)
Like mentioned I remember watching Sho film, so I think I didnt dream it ^^
but then the Rest of Arashi showed up and filmed there PV or something for the Openingsong for the Dorama xD and I was throwing flowers for them xD
and then I ended up only throwing Nino-colored flowers (so yellow xD ) then Ohno pouted why I only throw Nino-colored flowers? hes still here too
I just: <3 *throws blue flowers* xD
then I ended up whit only one white-colored flower and worring I hope they are not mad at me that I only throwed Ohmiya-colored flowers xD
but at the end of the day the Regisseur was mad at us, cos we had other guests there too and where disturbing his work :(
and my mother brought home bad news about my Grandpa had died.
and the next day was really strange, so the Doramashooting went on, but my mother turned on the washing machine... a really strange thing, something like a Wood-box where the cloth are inside, than its a bit like an elevator i dont know, (strange what things I dream) and the cloth will be washed throught the speed when it falls down or something ( I guess there is water in it too xD but nobody mentioned it in my dream so its just a guess xD) (and no, nobody need to understand what I tryed to say xD) nya the washing machin seems to makes noise while washing, and the whole point why I sayed all this, I was really worried in my dream that this thing could disturbe the Dorama shooting and that the Regisseur will be mad again, and maybe shoot elsewhere?
so I argued if I should turn it off or not xD but then I wake up

ok... this dream whas really strange xD

Thu, 12 Mar 2009 22:35:11 GMT

after seeing the pics of Ohno whit the K-necklet (which only can stand for Kazunari ^^ )
someone requested an Ohmiya-fic whit Nino having an S-Tatoo... so I wrote one ^^
hope you´ll like it

its rather short and unbetaed

Normally, Nino would not undress himself after finishing work, faceing his Bandmates, he always rather turned´ his back to them.

Normally, he would always bring spare cloth to work.

Normally, Nino would keep an Eye on Aiba and Jun.

But today obviously wasn’t normal. He was chatting whit Sho and Aiba while stripping his work cloth off. When he stands there only in Boxershorts, he felt someone putting there thumbs under his waistband and shoving his Boxers down to the ankles then this certain someone pushed him forwards. Because of the Shorts around his ankles he wasn’t able to find his balance again and fell forward in Aibas arms, who kept him from falling on the stonefloor, but also disabled him from saving his Boxers from Jun who took them and ran out of the Dressingroom.

Nino tried to struggle free from Aiba, but the other boy was unexpectatly strong, and whether Sho nor Ohno made any attempt to help him. Jun was long since gone when Aiba finally let go, and turned around to see for his spare cloth he usually carried whit him in his bag. But his bag was empty… all his cloth was gone…

So he turned around and tried to get to Ohnos bag for his spare cloth but Aiba stopped him again. He took his wrist and turned him around.

"Whats that?" He asked, Nino played dump. "What?"

but he was pretty sure he knew what Aiba ment, and he was pretty sure either, that Aiba wasn’t that dump and couldn’t read it.

"We aren’t allowed to have tattoos." This was Sho this time.

Nino didn’t answer, but also didn’t try to free himself to get cloth on already.

"What does the S stand for?" Three pairs of Eyes where still glued on the snorkly letter close, verry close to his parts.

"Would you stop staring at me?" Nino growled but didn’t answer.

When Jun finally returned whit his clothes, it wasn’t fun anymore to flee from someone who didn’t chass after him, Nino hoped the other Members will soon forget the whole thing, and rushed home as soon as he was clothed again.

-x-x-x-

Needless to say, Aiba spread the News of Ninos Tatoo the verry next Day on an Interview. When asked what the S stand for, Ohno answered.

"Satoshi, it stands for Satoshi."

I hope you liked it ^^

Happy new Year

Wed, 31 Dec 2008 23:31:16 GMT

Happy new year to everyone ^^

Christmas

Wed, 24 Dec 2008 14:32:42 GMT

Merry Christmas to everyone who reads this ^^
and otanjoubi omedeto Aiba-chan ^^

Smile Again!

Tue, 16 Dec 2008 17:41:20 GMT

Titel: Smile Again!
Autor: me
Beta: my dear nicadj *kisses*
Fandom: Arashi
Pairing: if there is one, than Ohmiya, but you cant call it a pairing here xD
Warning: angst

Kazu had been excited.

But right now, the excitement was overpowered by his disappointment.

Kazu never had a friend; nobody wanted to play with him and he didn’t know what he is doing wrong. Since he got to school, all his classmates have been bullying him. They violently took his money when needed, and sometimes even when not needed. He often comes home with bruises and grazes all over his body.

The situation in school will never change, and he didn’t expect it to, but he had hoped to get at least a friend and brother.

Kazu is only 7 years old, so he couldn’t get the dimension of the situation. His mother told him that she would adopt the son of deceased friends.

Satoshi was 3 years older than Kazu, but this didn’t matter to him, finally he’ll get a brother and a playmate.

But he had been wrong.

The older boy just sat the whole day on the window sill, staring outside. Kazu didn’t understand what was so interesting outside the window that the other chooses to stare at it than play with him.

At seven years old, he couldn’t understand how Satoshi feels after he lost his parents. Kazu still have his parents and he shared them with the older boy but he was offended, that the other ignores him completely and was rather determined to end things that way.

That’s the reason why he stands here in front of the boy on the windowsill.

"I was happy." Satoshi snapped out of his thoughts at the sound of Kazu’s voice and went to face him. Kazu looked defiantly at him.

"I was happy when my mother told me I would get a brother; that I would have someone to play with. You know, I never had a friend, nobody wanted to play with me…" Kazu made a short pause, in which he tried to hold back the welling tears.

"Everyone in school always bully me, take away my food money and they hit me when I don’t give it to them. I thought… I thought when I had a brother…"

"I wanted someone to play with but you… you’re always sitting there, day after day and you never speak a word to me." Now the tears where falling on his cheeks as he sobbed.

"What am I doing wrong? Why does nobody want to play with me?" the small seven- year old broke down completely and sobbed even louder.
For the first time since Kazu spoke, Satoshi moved. Various emotiones where inside him; he was confused and didn’t know how to react.

He wanted to be alone, wanted to cry… he wanted to have his mother back. Satoshi wanted Kazu to leave him alone.

But he doesn’t want the other boy to cry either. He knew Kazu wanted to comfort him but just didn’t know how. Satoshi knew that Kazu only wanted him to stop mourning… he wanted a friend and a brother. Satoshi didn’t know how to react… he doesn’t even know how he wanted to react.

Slowly he stood up and went with slow, careful steps towards the younger one, his body moving by itself. With his head still filled with contradictory thoughts, he kneeled down in front of the desponded boy.

Minutes passed.

"Stop crying."

Kazu looked up and realized that Satoshi isn’t sitting on the windowsill anymore and instead, he was kneeling before him. He wore the same desponded expression on his face as Kazu does. The younger boy sobbed and tried to stop crying but couldn’t. Satoshi smiled cheerfully at Kazu for trying.

He smiled back, even if it looked a bit strange on his tear-stricken face.

Satoshi searched for a handkerchief and he saw one lying beside the windowsill where he spent most of his time. He stood up to get them and wiped the tears away from Kazu’s face.

His mother would always do the same when he’s crying and the though of her hurts Satoshi. Now he’ll never be able to see her again.

He wanted to cry, but when Kazu smiled at him, Satoshi knew he made the right decision. He would take care of the other one. He would try to start a new life. He didn’t want to forget his mother…his parents, but he didn’t want to spend his life mourning on a windowsill.

He knew his mother would love to see him smile, and he wanted to make her happy. After all, he knew she would always be with him. He wanted to make Kazu laugh and he wanted to be able to laugh himself.

Satoshi offered his hand to the other boy.

When they both stood again, they looked at each other for a moment before Satoshi smiled and asked "What do you want to do?"

Kazu looked at him unbelieving as a great smile appeared on his face. Kazu took the hand of the older boy and dragged him out to the garden.
In his childish, selfish way Kazu helped Satoshi get over the death of his parents and bring back the laughter in his life.

I hope you liked it ^^

since Nica forgot the titel I dont know it xD

Sun, 14 Dec 2008 10:29:20 GMT

A.. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question.

B. Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.

Tagged by: nicadj

01. What are your nicknames?
rita, rabe, Niji, kami, kami-chan

02. How do you style your hair?
comb and leave it open

03. What's new in your life right now?
goint to University

04. How many colors are you wearing now?
6 (but only because of my socks xD)

05. Are you an introvert or extrovert?
introvert

06. What was the last book you read?
Terry Pratchets Discworld (stopped halfway) the last book I finished was Harry Potter 7

07. Do you nap a lot?
No

08. If the person you secretly like is already taken, what would you do?
back off

09. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Math test

10. What's your favorite dessert?
chocolate

11. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
10 Minutes

12. What websites do you visit daily?
livejournal, neopets

13. What classes are you taking right now? And if you're not in school any more, what's your job?

chemistry, physics, math, informatics, ergonomics, CAD/construction

14. Do you like to clean?
No

15. What's the last song that got stuck in your head?
dont remember ^^

16. What's the last movie you saw?
little Nemo in slumberland

17. Would you enter a relationship with your ideal partner, even if you knew he/she was seriously involved with/married to someone else and would never leave them?
No

18. What is your least favorite thing to do that you have to do everyday?
Go to class. haha (nothing else to say ^^)

Okay now I tag: I refuse to tag anyway ^^ but everyone who wants to can do it ^^

Thu, 27 Nov 2008 20:21:20 GMT

Another drawing from me ^^ yeah, I like to draw at the moment ^^
of cours its ohmiya, and somehow... I dont like this drawing -.- exapt of one Hand

and I have something more ^^ I painted my finger nails today ^^ and since its Arashi-related:

I am not really good in writing whit my left hand so, gomene Nino that your name is not as pritty as Oh-chans ^^

Tue, 25 Nov 2008 19:20:03 GMT

always stay yourself, we love you the way you are
and I hope you like my Ninos present for you ^^

since I cant recognice him, I say it for all again xD this should be Oh-chan *sigh*
and here it isnt the 26th. but I think sice its already oh-chan-birtday in japan, I dont need to wait till its midnight here as well ^^

Ohmiya fanart

Sat, 22 Nov 2008 13:52:28 GMT

I have drawn this for my ken-chan ^^
I hope you can recognize that Nino´s the one lying on the Bed and Oh-chan the one on top ^^
hope you´ll like it ^^

Edit: since I heared from two people they could not see it right, I hope this problem is now sloved

thoughts

Mon, 17 Nov 2008 09:16:18 GMT

I didnt realised it that Arashi really have all (exapt Aiba) Bloodtyp A
until I read it in some interview where they were talking about it.
but this fits perfect in my story ^^
that was at first the reason I didnt wrote it cos I wasnt sure if Ohno or Aiba was the exaption
I really want to know wath bloodtyp I am xD
nya someday I will finde out hopefully xD

but I think I will translate one of my ffs first, cos I think I need to long to write the others xD

Ohmiya fanart

Tue, 28 Oct 2008 21:49:29 GMT

Here is a skech from me
I made it nearly a jear ago in class (got scolded by the teacher for it -.-) nya anyway
didnt have a scanner back than, so I wasnt able to show it to anyone, but now:

its not really that good xD but I like it somehow, hope you´ll like it too ^^

Nightmares

Tue, 14 Oct 2008 17:13:52 GMT

Titel: Nightmares
Fandom: Arashi
Pairing: Ohmiya
Disclaimer: I do not own them... sadly
Beta: thank you evolardnek for proofreading ^^
Note: this is my first try to write a ff in english, really hope its not to confusing and bad.

Nino was sitting on the sofa in Arashi's changing room, he had a little time left till he needed to get dressed for the next appointment, so he played with his DS. He was in the middle of a fight, when the other four Arashi members entered the room and came to stand around him.

"Nino" Sho said.

Nino's witty answer was a "hm?" he was starring at the screen in his hands. The other four knew him well enough, to know that he was still listening to them.

"We have to tell you something, Nino." Aiba said and Jun immediately started, "You are childish Nino, and we can't let you taint Arashi's reputation, you are not worth being a member of Arashi."

The Game boy lied, totally forgotten by Nino, on the floor in front of his feed, while he stared totally shocked at Jun, the words repeating in his head over and over again. 'You are not worth being a member of Arashi. You are not worth being a member of Arashi. You are not..."

Since the debut of Arashi or even before that, Nino was the one with the greatest self-doubt, every time he got asked in Interviews or shows, which member fits least in the group, he would pointed at himself. But to hear those words now from his band mates hurt, he always hoped, he was wrong with his doubts.

His eyes glazed over, and the first tears started to roll over his cheek. He didn't want to cry in front of them, but he couldn't control them. He turned his eyes from Jun, to Aiba, but he didn’t recognize them in front of him, all the usual bakaness and his nice side were gone. All he loved about Aiba like a Brother was gone. Leaving nothing but a hateful expression on his face.

He looked to Sho and Ohno, but the expression on their faces where the same as Aiba's. Nino can't take it anymore, the tears streamed out of his eyes, he closed them so he didn't have to see the others anymore. All the people he loved throw him away. His Parents, after he decided for Arashi, when he moved near the Studio. Now Arashi. With them, his Oh-chan, the only one who knows all his secrets, fears and feelings. He trusted him blindly.

"Get lost!" he didn't hear, what the other members of Arashi said after Jun's said that, but the first words Ohno said, he hears. "don't you dare come back."

The circle in his head is still there, only with two sentences. 'You are not worth being a member of Arashi. Get lost! Don't you dare come back. You are not worth…' and he wanted nothing more, then to disappear. Not he, but the voices disappeared slowly behind fog. They died away.

Instead, there is another voice. He recognizes Ohno's voice, but it sounded different, so…

Gentle

And

Worried

"Nino." The voice came out of fog but clearer than the other voices.

"Wake up Nino, its just a nightmare."

'wake up? How, when I'm not sleeping? Its impossible, that can't be a dream, it was so… real.'

"Nino, wake up." Ohno's voice was near him. Slowly the feeling returns to his Body. He noticed that he was laying in a bed. When did he go to bed? Didn't he notice what the others did to him?

"Nino." Ohno's voice again, direct in his ear. He could feel the breath of the other man on his cheek. Slowly Nino opens his eyes and he could see Ohno kneeing next to him. He was wearing pajamas, and looked worriedly at Nino.

"You awake?" Ohno leaned back and smiled at Nino, but the younger man feared that the hateful expression would return to Ohno's face, so he flinched away till he hit the wall, and curled up, starring at the bed in front of him. The tears started to flow over his cheeks again, he wondered what Ohno will do to him, because, there has to be a reason he woke up in the same bed as Ohno, after what happened.

With a worried look, Ohno went over to him and wrapped himself around Nino, and dandles him. Nino grabbed at Ohno's pajamas hold it tight and buried his face in the other mans neck.

Ohno stroked his back slowly, till Nino stopped crying, but he refused to let him go, he just hold him.

"Do you want to talk about it?"

Nino kept silent for a long time, because the information came only bit by bit to him. Ohno did urged him, he knew when Nino was ready he would talk to him. Or if he didn’t want to talk about it, he will never be able to get him to talk about it.

"Everyone…" Nino started whit a fragile voice. "Everyone said, that… that I am… I am not…" tear's started to roll over his cheeks, and he stopped speaking. He knew meanwhile that this all was just a dream, but only thinking of what happened hurts. He felt a Hand caress his back.

After an eternity for Ohno, Nino started to talk again.

"Everyone said, that I am not…" He stopped for a moment but than continued "I am not worth being a member of Arashi." He ignored the tears.

"I would taint Arashi's… Arashi's reputation with my childishness" Ohno sat silently listening to Nino's words and just keep on stroking his back slowly.

"And you…" Nino's voice was very low. "you said, I should get lost and … never come back."

"Nino" Ohno pushed the trembling man a little away from him, so he could stare in his eyes, Nino's eyes were all red and swollen and his cheeks where gleaming wet from the tears in the lamplight.

Ohno wiped away the tears, but it was no use the tears keep on falling.

"You know, we don’t think that? You know you are an irreplaceable member of the Band? That you are our friend?" Ohno looked deep into his eyes. He knew Nino's misgivings since years. Ohno didn’t miss Nino's reactions when he got asked the question about who fits least in the Group.

Ohno didn’t know the reason why Nino was thinking that way, nobody ever told him that he didn’t fit in the Group, other than Ohno, the other three always picked him when they got asked. But he knew, the others didn’t mean it.

Nino nodded.

"You know I love you, I would never say that to you. I want you to always be by my side. I want you to never leave Arashi, without you Arashi wouldn’t be complete." Ohno looked in Nino's eyes as he spoke.

The Tears started to fall again, when he answered soft. " I love you too."

Ohno wrapped Nino in his embrace again and laid them down together, cover them both under the blanket. Nino still tight in his embrace, and he keep on caressing the Body of his Boyfriend.

I hope you liked it ^^

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Thu, 09 Oct 2008 12:32:51 GMT

I just recieved confirmation that my application to enroll in the department for chemical technology studies at the University of Applied Sciences - Munich was accepted, so I´ll be a student from next week on
yay